A film about existential questions and self chosen childlessness. My film “I haven’t asked for this” is about the same thing and was made in 2007. Three years later I wanted to revisit the same topic. I speak about this hard choice in life as I walk around in surroundings characterized by coldness and loneliness but also by freedom and strength. Karen Blixen said once that no one can chase The Holy Grail with a baby stroller. Is that really so? And what is The Holy Grail, that I sacrifice so much for?

Magdalena Dziurlikowska in collaboration with Niklas Rydén, 2010, 14 min.
Executed: Nordisk Kunstnarsenter Dale, NKD, Artist in Residence.
Exhibited: Eskilstuna konstmuseum, Uppsala Short Film festival, Vårsalongen Liljevalchs.
Collections: Filmform.
Recension i Upsala Nya Tidning.
Recension i Länstidningen.
Reportage i Upsala Nya Tidning.
Reportage i Cora.